Breathe

Yes today I can do what I want. Carefree. I completed my project yesterday. Its a boring day though nothng much to do. I may watch The Simpsons later. I have not touched my decks for the past few days but I will do so in a few days time. Thats all for today.

Reflections: Today I think you will hear alot from me. Today is someones big day. She turns 20 today. Well congrats to her. Yes it is Ms. T. She has been excited about turning 20. I never wished her though. Yes I did it with intent. I dont know how to explain my actions. I guess I just want to move on from this stagnant,one-way feeling. One stupid thing is that her gift that I made is still on my table along with another one which I had purchased randomly. So yeah, it would be a waste to throw it away but i dont know what to do with it. I dont think she would want to meet me for a million dollars either. Just so afraid to ask her out. I thought of asking her friend to help me pass it to her but she is not able to help me. Too bad. I guess it has come to an end. 29th May 2007- 4th August 2007. It has been memorable though. During this period I learnt alot about her. She likes seafood( especially the Seafood Platter from Fish and Co. and Salmon Sashimi Salad from Sushi Tei), mangoes, jelly, popiah, shopping, her new found love ( jeans), dresses, fashion magazines, her hair, myspacing, her 3 lovely friends, her dad whom she shares a very special relationship with, Attica Too. She dislikes rice, ME( haha) well she doesnt dislike many things, that is why I say she is a very nice, special and unique person. Okay I will end here. I just want to sleep off the whole thing. Oh my god I also had a dream this morning that Ms. T actually asked me out. Yes weird, that is why it was a dream. Woke up with a smile on my face though because it felt really dumb. Okay. That is all. Bye.

Hectic Day

Yes after long last I am back here. Well that is because I have been doing alot of work to meet the submission deadline. Thankfully the lecturer extended it by 3 days after seeing our pathetic and sorry state. I plan to finish my work by tomorrow. Doing so will give me some time to relax during the weekend. My dj-ing has been going on fine. I havent quite started praticing seriously. After the submission I will begin. I have to buy the Super Seal vinyl by Qbert. It is a skipless sample. Besides that, I guess I will end here and resume my work. Bye.

Reflections: My mind is totally exhausted to think of anything else but my school work. I shall spare u the details. I promise to write more the next time round. Bye.

Am I On The Right Track?

I am not quite sure about whether what I am doing is right. You see from what I read and observed, many people say that if you want to be good you have to get your basics right. I mean yes I agree, dont try to run when you cant walk. I am talking about me having learnt the Crab scratch. Many people have told me that learning this way is wrong. I am kind of confused but from tomorrow onwards I guess I will learn the basics. In school everything went according to plan and I got my work done although I could have done more. Tomorrow I aim to complete my work. Submission is this Friday. I will end here. I want to sleep early so that I can get enough rest. Okay, bye.

Reflections: I realised today that with my friends around I am not that productive, so from tomorrow onwards I will sit somewhere else during lesson. That is all. Bye.

Good Start

Today was nothing much. Woke up usually late due to late nite work. Supposed to meet a friend to discuss some issues but he could not make it. So I waited for time to pass than go to the shop called Clique to purchase a few vinyls containing scratch and breakbeats. Surprisingly it is more costly compared to vinyl records pressed with artiste singles or songs. I bought Dirt Style by Q-bert. It is worth the money spent. Got home and tried on the vinyl and practised abit. I got frustrated several times. I really cannot believe it actually takes years to master it! My god!well I am taking a break now, going to go back to the decks after this post. At the moment I am practising the Crab Scratch. It is very difficult as all your 4 fingers and thumb must synchronise and cut the scratch into 4 segments in quick succession. Okay that is all. Bye

Reflections: Besides the whole djing thing there is nothing else that is going through my mind. Yes, you may be wondering whether Ms. T has vanished from the face of the earth or what right. Well she is alive and doing fine, uploading pics and many other things. I really cannot understand her. I mean really. Sometimes she is cold, sometimes she is not. We do keep in contact but it isnt like how it used to be where my fingers were busy punching in the alphabets almost every 10 mins. Oh yes I found my beloved Ez-link card. It was lying in the middle of the pages of a book. Yes a book. A place where I least expected it to be. Well that is about it. Bye

Long Day

Today was a long day. Maybe because I stayed back in my polytechnic to finish doing my work. Well today my target was to finish 2 cross sections and I kept to my word. It certainly felt good knowing i can go home and relax without worrying about my work. I went home got changed and met my friend to go look around at some shops. It was not productive though. I just reached home but have to leave soon to work. Yes I work every Friday and Saturday night. Today is going to be a long day because of the music. Got to bear with it. That is all. Bye

Reflections: Today Ms. T called me. Nothing to get excited about because she wanted to check if I had reported my lost Ez-link card. Funny, yeah I know. It is so bloody difficult to find sample vinyl records. Maybe when I go to work today I will ask the Djs working there. My friend and I walked for hours, seached high and low but to no avail. I got to be patient i guess. Ok I have to go prepare for work. Bye.

Lifeline

Yes, i finished my final design layout. I am just left with cross-section and my planting plan. I want to complete that tomorrow. The best part is you know what? My project is due in 3 weeks time not 1 week. I know false alarm. Today was very boring as in nothing eventful. Just to complete my work I skipped lunch. Well it was worth the sacrifice. Today, I didnt touch my console at all. I was tired I guess. Okay I will end it here.

Reflections: I think the false alarm was a blessing in disguise ( Shi Hui pleasse dont copy the word) haha. I mean it made me panic and complete my work quickly. I will try to act like and fool myself into thinking submission is next week. That way I may complete more work. I am a very last minute person for those who don't know. Oh yes tomorrow. I have alot of things to do. First is to complete at least 2 cross sections. Secondly, replace my Ez-link card which I lost few days back and lastly buy some sample vinyls to practice on. So yeah I guess that is about it. Bye. See you soon.

So Much To Do So Little Time

As expected, my project is due next week am I am miles away from completing it. Compounding to my problem is my console.Every now and than I have the urge to go practice. I think I am prepared to fail man. I must complete everything by this Sunday if i want to complete my model and meet the submission time. I think I will go and stay over at Sengkang during the weekend. At least I will be far away from distractions. How I wish there was someone to help me with my model. I dont think I will be working this week due to the slow progress of my work. I just hate this whole damn thing.

Reflections: I dont know what to do. So many things goin throught my mind. Ms.T, djiing and my studies. My mind is made up about Ms. T already. I dont think I will msg her so frequently anymore. Seriously before I send her a message I always think twice because I am afraid I might be disturbing her. So yeah, it is more or less over. Although I dont want it to be. I dont want to live on false hope. My djing has to take the back seat at the moment I just want to end this whole project and after that I can scratch until the vinyls wear out. It is just to tempting. It is right behind my shoulder at the moment. I must not succumb to these temptations I guess. Well tomorrow I am going to ensure everything gets completed as soon as possible. The earlier the better. Oh yeah my project is about design the interior of a showflat. Nice to hear, sickening to do. Ok that is all for today. See you.